{not today} . . .

because today the world doesn't like Stephanie.

I had a lot of really terrible nightmares last night.

And i woke up at 2:30 and tried really hard not to fall back asleep.

I felt like i was little.. i left my phone in the kitchen, and was too scared to go get it.

(i really wanted to call my mom. . . and just tell her i was scared.)

but i did get up and lock our bedroom door.

then i woke up and it made me sad for some reason.

i felt sad that i had nightmares.

and i felt really alone. it's weird how nightmares can do that.

also, i got on my bike to ride home today from class,

and it was beautiful and sunny

then suddenly, DOWNPOUR.

not just misty, or a little bit of rain, like a Georgia Downpour.

there was no where to stop.

so now i'm at home, changed out of my soaked clothes

moping about my life.

haha.

and its finals week.

now do you understand?

Am i the only one who feels like the universe just doesn't like me sometimes?