Today.

Today....

I woke up really happy

Today....

is the last day that I will be 2o years old

Today...

is the last day that when someone asks "how old are you?"

i can say "20"

Today...

I got pizza and candy for my pre-birthday presents haha

Today...

We're making the treats for FHE

Today...

i made the decision to go home for my birthday (well... my mom did mostly haha)

Today...

I don't want to go on a mission.

Today...

i want to make someone happy

Today...

i wish i had a boyfriend/fiance/someone to love me that way

Today...

i need to clean my room, but i don't think i will.

Today...

i wish i felt like i had any of my best friends as friends anymore

because none of them feel like it.

and that is sad..

. because tomorrow is my birthday

and my biggest birthday wish is this...

I want Jazmin, Danny, and Erin back the way they were in my life.

i miss you guys

=( i feel like 3 huge parts of me have died.

But Today...

is still a good day

and I Love My Life

=)

Happy August 30th

Peace out Year 20!