Just a little.

I'm freaking out. but just a little.

Did you know that making life-changing decisions is REALLY hard?

I'm focusing on school,

I'm trying to prepare to move home,

I'm looking forward to preparing for a mission,

but i'm freaking out.

Because i dont want anything to change, but i know it has to.

I don't want to move away,

i LOVE hawaii.. and its really true that you never know how much you love something

until you don't have it anymore.

what will i do without the beach?

without my best friends?

without the casa?

without playing clue every night?

without my awesome job?

I've been thinking about leaving a lot.

Life has been so good lately,

but the important thing is....

I will be so much happier if i do what I'm supposed to do.

Life's still good.

and sometimes the Grass isn't always Greener. Its just green everywhere.