{Just for Fun}

Some things i know about myself now. . .

~I get attached to people and things. (like an old cell phone. . .or an ex boyfriend and memories)

~I hate being alone. watching a movie, reading a book, listening to music. . . i always love having my friends beside me.

~my favorite thing in the world over the summer was to play the piano on my mom's beautiful grand piano. . . and to make it better. . . my parents would walk by every once in a while (i'd literally play for at least an hour almost every day for 6 weeks) and they'd say "we're so proud of you." "it sounds great!" "i love it steph" "Beautiful". and then i try to act like it won't affect my playing.. only to lose track of where i was haha.

~I love singing. I drove around a lot in st george just to sing. Michael Buble's cd 'Crazy Love' and the Anastasia soundtrack were always my best friends in the Mustang haha. If i could, i would sing instead of talk.

~I want to to these 3 things:

go to culinary school

go to massage school

& go to hair school

which is funny because here i am, trying to get a bachelor's degree. . . and i am still trying to decide on a major. (social work? english? english education?. . . who knows. . . i'll be in school forever at this point.)

~I am VERY indecisive. I couldn't even decide on a pet fish to get when they all looked the same. I can't decide my grocery list, what color to paint my nails, my favorite things. . . its no wonder i'm not married and don't have a declared major haha if all these little decisions can't be decided, how am i supposed to make any big ones?

~You've Got Mail is my new favorite movie though (Runaway Bride was the previous)

I love Fall,

and i love how optimistic Meg Ryan's character is. so i can decide that.

~I read my scriptures and write missionaries when I'm bored. I used to hate writing missionaries because i never knew what to say, but i was missing out.

I heard a very smart girl in Sunday School today say

that you find out who you truly are when you're alone.

You discover how you act when you are all alone,

and nothing you do is for anyone else but yourself.

I believe that wholeheartedly. It's like dancing in my room when i was in high school, and singing in the car.

I think everyone should go and be by themselves for a little bit, and really discover what kind of thoughts come to mind... and what kind of things they desire to do. it might make you really happy to see that you're a better person than you thought you were. =)

~I went to the temple with my friends on Thursday night after hearing some.... shocking things ha... and i realized that i have taken some really good advice and only let myself have one good cry about sad things and then i forget them and move on. I also noticed that night that i have amazing friends who really do love me. And we all deserve amazing husbands and will find them one day =) haha

~my favorite finger is my left ring finger

and my favorite toe is my left middle toe.

haha