Sunday Journal

I began my fast today with some questions. . .

questions about where my life should go from here.

I turn 21 this month (yay its my birthday month!!)

& yes. . . i am considering going on a mission.

I've been told by a lot of people that they think I'd be a good missionary.

I know that I would be. And i know that i would love it.

But I also know that Heavenly Father has a plan for me,

and i can't lean on my own understanding. . .

so i've been praying about it.

I got asked to speak in sacrament meeting next week

(on preparing to serve a mission... haha my mom thought that was interesting. . . )

then i got 2 callings

so today was a busy day! haha

I am now the Choir Director and the Relief Society Pianist =)

all musical =) =)

i don't know if i've said this already, but i'm going to try out for concert choir here at school.

I'm really excited just to have the experience, whether i make it or not.

I think that the Lord has a lot of wonderful things in store for me

i have patience for those blessings. . .

and am doing what i can now to receive them worthily when they come.

but for now, i'm happy

i have direction (school and a fun job, possibly a mission. . . )

and i am learning that life isn't always what you expect.

In short my testimony is that;

Heavenly Father knows who i am,

he knows my desires, and knows how my heart feels

and things will work out exactly how they're supposed to.

because i believe in, trust, and have faith in him and his plan for me.

and my obedience and worthiness is key.

Happy Sunday

=)